It's been a long weekend. Not just for the holiday, but other reasons too.
Let me be honest and say, I wasn't going to talk about this, but there is probably someone else who is or will be doing this at some point in their lives. At any rate, here goes with the true confessions:
I'm 30. (Whew, that wasn't THAT bad!)
A few weeks ago, I found "a lump". The kind of lump women don't like to find. I didn't think it was really bad, but I just wanted to hear someone, who is closer to an expert than I, tell me it was nothing. So I scheduled a doctor's appointment.
I went in for some screening tests and mammogram. Let's just say, this isn't something I would enjoy doing regularly. Again, I'm just waiting for them to look at the results and say "this isn't anything you should worry about."
Instead I hear "This is abnormal and we highly recommend a biospy."
Me: not prepared.
So what made the weekend so long was having a biospy scheduled for Monday, yesterday. And let me just say one thing: 30 is too young for someone to have TWO mammograms within a month!
I'm still waiting for the latest expert in my life to tell me this isn't something to worry about. I'm just remembering, however, I know the Ultimate Expert and He has reminded me that "He was pierced for our transgressions, He was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was upon Him, and by His wounds we are healed." It will all be OK.
Let's talk about Samuel.
He is doing great. I can't believe I let him play in McDonald's Playland (a.k.a. GermLand) yesterday for longer than 30 seconds. I CAN believe, however, than I pretty much hosed him down with hand sanitizer every time he came out and before we left. It was a friend's birthday, so this special occasion will probably be the ONLY time we will be in there. I was very impressed with his fearless ability to climb and stand up to the bigger kids there playing with him.
This is the ONLY hat he will wear for longer than 3 seconds. It's so cute!
Speaking of the little munchkin, I better go take care of him. My evenings are getting shorter and shorter, it seems, since he's napping less and less at Miss Amy's.
I'm praying that everything comes back clean from your tests...
ReplyDeleteAlso, I wouldn't worry so much about the Mickey D's playland. I'm pretty sure I lived in those things as a kid!
Ronnie
Thanks Ronnie.
ReplyDeleteJust lettin' you know I'm thinking about you! I hope everything turns out great for you!
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